People keep asking me what I want for my birthday. I really have no complete answer for that. I really have no clue WHAT I want. I feel like this birthday is going to be super MEH... Or that I'm going to be pulled into so many directions that it will be no longer enjoyable. Maybe its just the meh mood I'm in talking to me. My mind feels numb and all the colors of the world seems really bland to me. I really can't think past the chattering of my own mind, and I can't seem to catch anything it has to say. I keep making mistakes at work because of it, and then my mind seems to cloud even more.

It seems I never have anything happy to talk about anymore. I'm an emo little shit. Thats gotta change sometime.

Anyways, here be a categorized list of things I eventually was going to get for myself. You can decide if its birthday present material.

Home:
Long wooden shelf
Large Cutting Board
Glade fan refills
Sword Rack
Surger
Nice Mop
*Note: ~Miko-dono got me the cutting board and mop. <3 they is loverly. Thank you*

Clothing:
Dress
Jeans
Cute Shirts
Heels
Funky hats
Canvas Shoes

Games:
Prinny
Loco Roco
Class of Heros

Movies:
Sasami Season one
Shinchan Season 1 Part 2
Kaleidostar Season 2
Princess Tutu

Other:
Gift card to JoAnns
Gift Card to Roberts Crafts

I'm really stressed out at work. >,< The intern is causing more trouble then helping and she seems to gab mindlessly with the two other artist that always seem to pawn off the work onto me. Today we had to spend two hours trying to fix all the ads that were screwed up because she decided to trash the postscript files while the distiller was turning them into PDFs. This caused all kinds of hell that could have easily been avoided if she had followed procedure and actually checked the ads afterwards like she was supposed to. >,< I check them three times and still mistakes happen. There was about 30 ads that we had to re-do. I feel bad though because I had promised that I would have dinner with my aunts today too at 5:30. I was thinking about canceling on them too in light of the work emergency, it was a good thing I didn't cause they were planning this dinner to be my birthday bash. Its not everyday Auntie Joyce is in town.

But they were evil too me and embarrassed me by playing the happy birthday song over the music system and bringing me out a cake. D: So mean. lol and my fortune cookie made no sense. Not funny at all for the in bed game. But it is epic win for engrish. I think it was Mo's that was "It is better to be the hammer then the anvil (in bed)" Aunt Joyce's I think was the other good one. "Don't get your expectations too high (in bed)" LAWL!

Anyways, tomorrow is really my birthday, and I don't hold too high of expectations for it. Prolly going to get fired after today's fiasco. We'll see.